I have the best friends ever

So I was at a movie night at John and Sam's house and I was wearing my sparkly fake gem ring. well one thing lead to another and Sam wanted to try it on and John suggested that we take a picture of Sam wearing it and again one thing lead to another and I put on the sparkly ring like it was an engagement ring and Sam put on my plain ring on his ring finger and John took a picture of just our two hands. Then we got the idea to have Sam in a fake engagement so we friended Sam and my fake Facebook profile and put them in a relationship. Within seconds Sam had IMs asking who the girl was. :) We're going to wait a few days before putting up the ring picture and announcing the engagement. Our friends are going to hate us. :)

I often wish...

I often wish that people could see who I really am because I feel that I am a fraud. The people around me seem to see me as one of two things, I am either a saint who takes care of everyone or I am fragile and need to be taken care of.

I am neither in my opinion.

As I put in the about me section I believe fervently that I am a selfish person. I am not exaggerating when I say that I live only for my own amusement. It is fortunate that making others smile and laugh amuses me.

I was clearing out my email inbox today and I came across some old letters from my sister. It would appear that selfishness runs in the family.